Amara Anatole is
an Adult. Her boyfriend Knox Nye is
a Young Adult. Their children Arden
Anatole, Elijah Anatole, and Xandra Anatole are Babies.
* * *
Amara had planned on putting more pressure on Knox to get a
job after the baby was born, but when the baby turned out to be babies – three
of them – it quickly became apparent that Knox was going to need to be a
stay-at-home dad. There was no way they could afford daycare for three babies.
It wasn’t a life Knox had ever envisioned for himself, but he fell into a
routine fairly easily. He didn’t have any time to think, let alone to wonder if
this was really what he wanted to be doing. It seemed like one of the triplets always
needed something.
It was entirely up to Amara now to earn the money they
needed to support their family. She was going to have to push for that next
promotion now, whether she wanted to or not. She chafed against the increased
responsibility – she missed her old carefree life. It seemed like it had
disappeared all at once, the day she had found out she was pregnant.
The thing they worried about the most was space. Amara’s
small house had always been enough for her. It had even been enough for her and
Knox together. But with three babies, it was becoming painfully apparent that
it wouldn’t be enough for much longer. Right now the babies slept in the living
room, but soon enough they would be old enough to need bedrooms of their own,
and then what? They didn’t have the money to move. They didn’t even have the
money to build an addition onto the house. Were the triplets going to start
sleeping on the couch once they outgrew their bassinets? Right now it seemed
like the most likely option.
While he was at home with the babies, Knox experimented with
entering a few video game tournaments. He used to dream of being a professional
gamer, and he thought it might be a good way to help bring in a few extra
bucks. But all he managed to do was lose money, and he reluctantly gave up on
the dream for now.
Although Knox loved the babies, sometimes he had moments
where he wondered just how he had let his life get to this point. He was
supposed to be young and carefree; instead he was trapped at home with three
crying babies and a constantly stressed and overworked wife. He would never
have confessed it to anyone, but it was at those times that he wished he had
never offered to move in and help out with the baby when Amara had told him she
was pregnant. But then he thought about Amara trying to take care of the babies
on her own, and imagined what it would be like to have never met his children,
and felt guilty for ever having wishes like that.
At last, not long before the triplets’ birthday, Amara got the
programming job she had been aiming for. They still didn’t have the money for
the addition they needed to build, but with her increased salary, they were a
lot closer. But the new job meant a lot of extra time working at home, whether
finishing work projects or just trying to improve her own skills. She couldn’t
remember ever having been this stressed, and she and Knox rarely got a chance
to spend time together these days. They lived in the same house, but it was
like they were living parallel lives, passing each other for an exhausted wave
every now and then.
But they did occasionally find moments to exchange the
occasional hug or kiss – and in those moments, Amara found herself beginning to
think about marriage. Her feelings for him hadn’t faded, and they already had a
family together – why not make it official?
Knox, meanwhile, just wished he could start taking Amara out
on real dates again. But with the cost of babysitting, it didn’t seem like that
would be possible anytime soon.
Just before the triplets’ birthday, Amara and Knox were
finally able to add two bedrooms onto the house, one for the boys and one for
Xandra. They had dreamed of building an entire second floor, with a separate
room for each of the triplets, a playroom, and their own separate bathroom, but
they knew something like that wouldn’t be possible for the foreseeable future.
Right now they couldn’t even afford proper paint and flooring for the bedrooms.
The way things were looking, they were going to have to sell Amara’s antique
dresser just to get enough money for three new beds.
Amara found herself glad that Knox was doing most of the
work taking care of the babies, because she still hadn’t figured them out. She
would start lecturing them to start crying, only to have Knox tell her that
they were obviously hungry. She hoped they would get easier to understand once
they got a bit older.
After the triplets’ birthday, it became obvious just how
different their three children were. Arden was awkward and sensitive and had an affinity for all things beautiful. He was attuned to every little thing, from bad food rotting in the fridge to an awkward conversation happening across the room, and all that input made it hard for him to focus. He hated having to
compete for his parents’ attention, and often pouted about not being an
only child.
Elijah was the fearful one of the bunch. He was always the first to panic, and the last to try something new. When he and Arden thought they saw a monster under his bed, Arden quickly shook it off, while Elijah worried for weeks that the monster would show up again. But he was also a sweetheart who seemed to
like everyone. He had a huge imagination, something that bewildered his more
straightforward siblings.
And Xandra sometimes seemed like a teenager already, with
her love for loud music and black clothing. She hated looking so different from
her brothers – her skin, her hair, even her eyes – and most of all, she hated
being a girl. But despite her outward attitude, she was more helpful around the house than both her brothers combined, and often did things like taking out the trash without even being asked.
Finally, Amara and Knox found the money to add wallpaper and
real floors to the kids’ bedrooms. They let the kids pick their own wallpaper;
Arden and Elijah compromised on a dinosaur pattern like the one in the living
room, while Xandra flatly rejected the flower pattern they suggested for her
and instead chose a design that made everyone else’s eyes bleed.
Despite their different personalities and Arden's initial resentment, the triplets quickly
became inseparable, forming a bond that hadn’t really gotten a chance to
blossom while they were babies. Before, their opportunities for interaction had
been limited to crying in unison. Now it was rare to see one of them without
the other two.
While neither of the others showed much interest in making
friends outside of the family just yet, Arden got along pretty well with Dzika
Fish. They bonded over a shared interest in art.
One day, shortly after the triplets’ birthday, Payton came
back. He knocked and then stood patiently at the door, waiting for someone to
let him in.
It had been so long that Amara didn’t even recognize him at
first. When she did, she warned the kids not to let him in. But it was too late
– Xandra had already made it to the door.
“What do you want?” Amara asked him, trying not to let the
kids see her tension.
“To be a part of your life. We’re friends. You barely spoke
to me after you abandoned me on our date. It’s been years.”
It was true that there was nothing technically wrong with
him showing up at her house. But it seemed a strange way to go about rekindling
their friendship, especially considering how long it had been. And he had a
history of this, she remembered. Although she supposed she should thank him for
showing up at her house that first time after their internet conversations,
because in a roundabout way, it had led to her meeting Knox.
She asked him to leave, and he seemed hurt by the
suggestion. But with three kids to take care of, she couldn’t be too careful.
And she couldn’t help but wonder if there was more to his visit than he was
letting on.
When she told Knox, it made him wonder if Payton had finally
begun to realize what he was missing out on. It was then that he knew there was
something he had to do.
Amara said yes, of course – she had been thinking about
marriage ever since the twins were babies, although she hadn’t wanted to tell
Knox. After three kids, it seemed only natural to make their bond official.



















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